When will this chaos in my head end?
Maybe I should just pretend I'm sane again.
Do you see what I see?
Or am I going crazy?
Probably...
Voices deep inside,
Never subside
In my mind.
I'm a prisioner inside my body,
Don't do anything,
Lets just wait and see
What the hell I do to me.
what do you want from me?
a miracle, something breath taking?
for i am only human,
i do a lot of mistake making.
crucify me for my actions,
shoot a bullet into my head
you're not fooling a soul,
its obvious youd like to see me dead.
alas, look at yourself.
ignorance at its best.
get over this ridiclous subject,
just put it to rest.
the black widow spider by dropdeadkatexx, literature
Literature
the black widow spider
red and black
full speed attack
the black widow spider on the hunt
for one last victim.
love then kill
oh - how i make myself ill-
impulses impulses impulses
actions before thought,
battles fought,
because of unintelligence.
all the pain i caused,
all the mean dialouge,
im sorry,
at this point though,
whod forgive the
violent spider of deception?
Panic
Panic
Panic
Rushing thoughts,
Losing breaths,
Trying to gain control,
Failing miserably,
Kicking,
Punching
"Don't just stand there!"
Can't breathe,
Help me!
Worried faces,
Shocked gasps,
An explosion of emotion,
And like a soldier that has just been shot,
Watch it drop violently to the ground,
And slowly die.
When will this chaos in my head end?
Maybe I should just pretend I'm sane again.
Do you see what I see?
Or am I going crazy?
Probably...
Voices deep inside,
Never subside
In my mind.
I'm a prisioner inside my body,
Don't do anything,
Lets just wait and see
What the hell I do to me.
what do you want from me?
a miracle, something breath taking?
for i am only human,
i do a lot of mistake making.
crucify me for my actions,
shoot a bullet into my head
you're not fooling a soul,
its obvious youd like to see me dead.
alas, look at yourself.
ignorance at its best.
get over this ridiclous subject,
just put it to rest.
the black widow spider by dropdeadkatexx, literature
Literature
the black widow spider
red and black
full speed attack
the black widow spider on the hunt
for one last victim.
love then kill
oh - how i make myself ill-
impulses impulses impulses
actions before thought,
battles fought,
because of unintelligence.
all the pain i caused,
all the mean dialouge,
im sorry,
at this point though,
whod forgive the
violent spider of deception?
Panic
Panic
Panic
Rushing thoughts,
Losing breaths,
Trying to gain control,
Failing miserably,
Kicking,
Punching
"Don't just stand there!"
Can't breathe,
Help me!
Worried faces,
Shocked gasps,
An explosion of emotion,
And like a soldier that has just been shot,
Watch it drop violently to the ground,
And slowly die.
hello all:
recently ive been sewing a lot. so i made a new deviantART! it will be dedicated to only my sewing projects. for example, i just finished sewing a tube top so pictures of it will be uploaded to my new deviantART. please note that i am a beginner, so i want critique and/or comments on how i can improve.
the link is below:
http://rawrkatii.deviantart.com/
please subscribe to see my work! something should be up by monday.
thank you very much.
-katii (i like this name better than kate. its pronouced katie.)
xoxo